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chronic suicide ideation
As most of you know, I work in a program for adults with mental illness who want to reenter the workforce. One of the main criteria for program admission is current stability. In other words, you have to be emotionally ready to work and have enough control...
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25 Oct 2009 3:10 AM
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realities of life
I haven't posted about death in quite a while. Since switching jobs, I haven't had nearly as many encounters with death, although I will say that every time I work at the shelter, one of the first things I find out is if anyone has died. So, it...
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3 Oct 2009 6:24 PM
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mindlessness perhaps the opposite of mindfullness
I had an awesome day today. Starbucks, pick up people for church. I lead the service a church this morning (sermon and all) and I didn't die during the children's story. Children's stories are NOT my forte. After church I drove people home...
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28 Sep 2009 4:33 AM
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learning contract
So I haven't given you guys an update on my social work student since my panic earlier this month. I had NO idea having a student would be this much work. Or well, I sort of did, but really, it's A LOT of work! I think I'm settling into a...
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27 Sep 2009 4:09 AM
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Health Day
So, today I took a "health day" not a "sick" day, but a health day. In other words, I took a day off before I got sick, hopefully to prevent said sickness. Working a job by myself which is supposed to have to people has been wearing...
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25 Aug 2009 3:14 AM
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taking a vacation
WestJet is by far my favourite airline, and in just 45 short days I will be taking a plane, just like the one pictured, to go see one of my very best friends. I can't tell you how excited I am. The catch? I've never met her before. So, how are...
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24 Aug 2009 4:14 AM
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rant around the clock
I'm having an issue at work that I'm kind of getting sick of. My clients seem to have a VERY difficult time keeping their appointments. Now, I don't mind the occasional missed appointment that was forgotten about, and I of course don't...
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13 Aug 2009 1:39 AM
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Social Worker...
Here we have a picture of me giving Oliver Lockhart a bath. He looks sort of like I've been feeling. I finally feel like a social worker, for all the wrong reasons. I feel like a social worker because my case load suddenly doubled because the other...
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7 Aug 2009 3:58 AM
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Housing Part Four: Barriers to Safe Housing
So now that I’ve written about kinds of housing, reason people need housing, and what safe housing looks like, it’s only fitting to consider some of the barriers to safe housing. Why, in an industrialized nation such as Canada doesn’t everyone have safe...
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28 May 2009 11:01 PM
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Housing Part Two: Who needs housing?
I’m assuming that the majority of people reading this blog have some form of safe housing. This is simply based on what I know about the demographics of those who comment. However, I’m also going to make the assumption that at some point in our lives...
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26 May 2009 10:58 PM
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Housing Part One: Types of Housing
CB’s recent post about housing inspired me to do a short series of my own on housing, from a few different perspectives and looking at different types of housing as well as the different problems facing those who are looking for and attempting to maintain...
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25 May 2009 10:55 PM
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Negative Symptoms of Schizophrenia
I had one of those eye opening moments the other day. We had a client present with all the negative symptoms of schizophrenia, and virtually no positive ones. Actually, rather then realizing that she had gone off her meds, we assumed she was on too many...
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23 May 2009 3:30 AM
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Poems on the Spot
He sits on the corner near my house. His sign says Poems on the spot It's his way of panhandling From his wheelchair He's a strange man I've tried for a long time To break down those walls Sitting with him At the Salvation Army His duct tape...
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18 May 2009 5:21 AM
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Borderline Personality Disorder
You know, I’d never really understood the hype about Borderline Personality Disorder; I kind of thought of it as an over diagnosed phenomenon with a huge stigma attached to it. I’m starting to get it. I have a client with a diagnosis of BPD. I have one...
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8 May 2009 2:53 AM
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deinstitutionalization
Let me start by saying that I realize I'm touching on a controversial subject. I'm going to talk about it anyway. A few nights ago I was at a meeting about disability rights legislation. Yay advocacy and policy development! Anyway, at the end...
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7 May 2009 3:38 AM
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Fire Yoga
The next person who says to me "well, isn't yoga just like stretching or something" is going to get a smack (at least inside my head). If yoga was "just like stretching or something" I wouldn't have such sore arm muscles right...
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29 Apr 2009 3:20 AM
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this is not a post about Yoga Therapy
This is not a post about yoga therapy, although I've seen quite a few of those in my rss feed lately. This is a post about why I think yoga can be good therapy, an adjunct to therapy, or simply an alternative to therapy. Now, as a social worker I'm...
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27 Apr 2009 3:20 AM
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update on me
I've been off most of this week in between my two jobs, so naturally, I didn't bother to use any of my free time to write. So, I'll try and make up for that with an update about how things are going. 1. The Sophie cat seems just fine. I have...
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4 Apr 2009 8:31 PM
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another sad story
In a way, I feel like I'm trying to purge myself of some of the stories, some of the events, some of the experiences I've had at the shelter before I move on. I feel like there's so much that's still unsaid, so many people, so many lives...
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25 Mar 2009 2:58 PM
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the night of 18 turnaways
As a write this, the Sophie cat is high on cat nip... I'm such a drug pusher, lol. It's a lot easier to laugh at her antics though, and encourage her to "use" then it is to deal with the human consequences of drug and alochol abuse and...
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24 Mar 2009 1:23 PM
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dumped on the door step
The other night a taxi stopped in front of the shelter. This isn't all that unusual as people are always calling to get picked up from the drunk tank. In this case though, the taxi was dropping someone off... I guessed almost immediatly what had happened...
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23 Mar 2009 1:05 PM
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just an all around sad story
This is a story about death. This is a story about everyday life. This is a story about the poor and the middle class. This is a story about people struggling to get by. This is the story of inequality, unfairness and injustice. This is truth. Everyday...
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22 Mar 2009 11:38 AM
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the end of it all
I didn't post about looking/applying for a new job because I didn't want to have to write about failure. I just find it easier not to tell people about my job prospects so I don't have to answer awkward questions later. Of couse, these means...
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20 Mar 2009 10:45 AM
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standing up for yourself
Something I've been trying to encourage my clients to do lately is to speak out. It seems like every day I'm hearing another story of injustice, and the abuse of my clients. It bugs me, and while I can, and do, speak out about it, I think they...
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14 Mar 2009 9:23 AM
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why phillip can't talk
Phillip, and his friends, reminded me of a very important lesson, one that we social workers learn right from the beginning. Client's are the experts in their own lives, and don't make assumptions. Phillip has never been "right". The...
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10 Mar 2009 7:02 AM
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it's almost spring
I can't believe I haven't posted in a week. Things are not going well in dreamerville, and writing just seems like too much, that and I just haven't seemed to find anything I really want to write about, I know I'll feel better if I write...
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8 Mar 2009 7:45 AM
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whining
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duldrums
If you ask me, there's always a let down when you come back from vacation. Sometimes I'm home sick, but not this time. This time I just wanted my holiday to go on forever. I missed Sophie cat, and my church, but really, I was soooooo happy to...
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27 Feb 2009 4:45 AM
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Oh how I miss Social Work supervision aka all the things I wish there’d been time to say
For the most part, I’ve been doing pretty well working without any proper supervision. As I’ve said before, it’s nice not to have to over analyze every single little thing I do. Most of the people I work with are completely uninterested in debrief and...
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25 Feb 2009 12:08 AM
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I felt his pulse stop...
Most of the people reading this have probably taken CPR at some point in their lives. Most employers require it these days and even if they don’t, many people take it for personal interest. Most of the people reading this have never had to perform CPR...
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24 Feb 2009 12:02 AM
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Situational Reactions (ethics)
One of the convenient things about having the drunk tank located half a flight of stairs away from the shelter is that when clients are intoxicated and behaving badly it’s very easy to have police or downtown watch who are dropping someone else of put...
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20 Feb 2009 11:45 PM
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self injury and personal bias
Self evaluation and reflection is a good thing. It helps us become better at our jobs and it helps us become better people. When I was in school we had to spend copious amounts of time examining our attitudes and our biases. It's not that I've...
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12 Feb 2009 10:43 AM
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unexpected lessons
I have this thing when I'm shift manager. I won't ask someone to do something that I'm unwilling to do myself. That means that when it comes to the things I don't want to do most, unless there's someone else who wants to do them, I...
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11 Feb 2009 9:56 AM
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label mania
I freely admit these days that I am addicted to coffee... not just any coffee in particular, but double-double's from Tim Hortons. For those of you not lucky enough to live in Canada where this milk of the God's exists, that's coffee with...
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10 Feb 2009 9:43 AM
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old and drunk
Whenever pension cheques come out the drunk tank fills up with those over sixty five, many of whom are definitely elderly. Some of them are still quite spry, but others are just WAY to old to be sleeping in a cold cell on an inch thick mat. And yet, every...
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9 Feb 2009 2:07 AM
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self determination
I've noticed an interesting trend since I started working at the shelter. I suppose in reality I understood the theory of this, but I never really understood just how true it can be until I started working. People need to make their own decisions...
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5 Feb 2009 6:01 AM
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why they stay
I tried to blog last week about how hard it is for people to leave the shelter... it didn't come across quite the way I wanted it to though. I really shouldn't blog when I'm so tired my eyes keep closing. So, my thoughts on why people don't...
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4 Feb 2009 10:05 AM
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health issues and homelessness
Everyday I am amazed by the number of people who come into the drunk tank with serious health issues who are on no medications other than pain killers. When a person is intaked we have to ask them about health issues as well as their medications so that...
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2 Feb 2009 6:46 AM
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HIV
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frequent caller
One of the things we try and work on at the shelter is cutting back on the number of 911 calls and wasted emergency room visits among the homeless. Studies of my city have shown that there is a group of homeless/mentally ill/both citizens make up an average...
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1 Feb 2009 6:19 AM
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harm reduction
I'm a firm believer in harm reduction. I really am. I definitely promote safer use, safer sex, safer life, safer whatever, but every now and then I feel like screaming JUST STOP DOING IT ALREADY! On van patrol we hand out condoms to the girls, guys...
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31 Jan 2009 9:52 AM
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Frozen to Death
This is my last post about death for a while. I promise. Well, my last post about death until someone else dies I guess... Death is pretty common in my line of work. I don't even know how to write about this one. It wasn't a client I knew particularly...
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31 Jan 2009 6:09 AM
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